“Friends, do not let the weight of your sins drive you to despair…rather use them to drive you to Christ.”
I scribbled that down and forgot who said it.
It sounds like Spurgeon.
Anyway, it needs to be said.
When you confess your sin (and you do have sin to confess) oh how important it is to remember Christ. He took it all. He bore them all upon His back.
Do not despair.
Believe the gospel and be free.